The beginning of the week went smoothly, I was with my roommate and close girlfriends for the parties Mon-Weds with nothing but quality time and wonderful people.
On Thursday evening my "boyfriend" with a girlfriend flew in from Atlanta to be with me on the actual night of my birthday and the weekend, he booked the most beautiful and the biggest suite at the Redbury hotel, the newest boutique hotel in the heart of Hollywood, and even got an extra a joining room in case any of my friends wanted to spend the night.
My suite at the Redbury
My birthday cake :)
So Thursday night comes and ALL of my friends are there we have the best table in the club and enough alcohol to keep everyone happy for the whole evening. A close guy friend of mine bought a huge bottle of champagne and I received a WONDERFUL Pittsburgh steeler cake, so here comes the messy part, the last boy I was seeing whom I was infatuated with, to the point I thought I loved showed up along with the "boyfriend" already being there, all the ex's friends attended as well because I had become close with them due to our relationship, or lack there of. I could tell in his face he was disappointed in the fact I was with someone else and this gave me a wrongful tinge of joy due to the fact he had put me through so much in the past 6months of us dealing with eachother (he is the boy I refer to in "lying cheating son of a gun") After we left the party we proceeded to the hotel with myself, my "boyfriend" and 2 close friends whom are a couple and whom are best friends with the "lying, cheating, son of a gun" lets call him "Bugs"
So on any normal night I cant get "Bugs" to answer my calls to save my life, but this particular night he wants to BLOW my phone up talking about how im "nasty" and "disgusting" for being with someone else, but the thing is Ive caught him so many times I cant even count with random girls and Ive known the "boyfriend" for over 4years and he has gone above and beyond anything "Bugs" has EVER done, but as much as I didn't want to admit it, a part of me wanted to be with "Bugs" that night and it hurt me that he was upset and thought poorly of me and thats where I get myself hurt, caring for people I shouldn't.
So that was that and "Bugs" and I became on "good terms" again a few days later and he did apologize for his harsh words, I think it actually started to sink in that he was losing me and for once it scared him, he still isn't acting right and he's not even on my line up list but at the end of the day I think it was a perfect situation.
The next few days with the "boyfriend" were absolutely perfect, we spent quiet nights together and had wonderful dinners and outings he accompanied me to all of my parties and he told me he "loved me" it was so sweet how he did it, his words were exactly what I wanted to hear, he pulled me in close during lunch on the day of my birthday and said " I want you to know I love you, maybe not the kind of bursting love that your parents may feel for eachother but the kind of love that will always stick and that will always be real, honest and true the kind of love you feel for your best friend with an added fire" and that is exactly what Im looking for at this point in my life. Our relationship right now is better and stronger than ever and Im very happy with the place we are in, he also told me that he is no longer my "boyfriend" with a "girlfriend" he decided to take a break from her but I still know he has women state to state he see's but as long as I'm a priority I can deal with it and he definitely showed me I'm one of his and at the tip top of his list.
Everything worked out beautifully and each person I care about made an effort to show that they cared as well, I payed close attention to whom attended and who went just a little above and beyond to make an effort to show I'm important to them.
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